Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
juz came back fr jeanette's house. it was fun. felt a sense of satisfaction (for somewhat reason) that i havent felt for a long time. felt truly happy without much worries for once. haha... the place was a little creepy though. thank goodness it was in grps. if it was individuals, i would hav freaked.
gd luck to deb for tmr's theory paper too!
let your heart out.
tis is pathetic. im 'ready bored n the holiday has barely started. would rather be in sch than at home. feels juz like last yr when i didnt want sch to end. last yr it was coz i didnt want to leave rg, tis yr itz juz plainly out of boredom.
at least i can get out of the house later. hopefully, raechelle, yanghwee n i dun get lost. anyway if we get lost, it'l be fun. anything is fun next to boredom.
did last min craming for theory paper tmr. i dun think im ever gonna be prepared for tmr
let your heart out.
got back report bk, more holiday hw piling up. mums nagging again for all the grades that hav fallen. what can i say?
schs idea of fun... sending us to labrador park, for a treasure hunt. more of a history tour if u ask me. haha... our grp hopeless at finding clues. donoe whose clever idea was it to use me to measure the length... hmph.
tmrs last day of sch yr. seems to hav juz flew by! tis yr has been a memorable one. im thankful for the friendships with new friends and, of course, the old friendships that withstood. it would have def been different if u guys (ys, leanne) made it into crez [leanne, im sure u would neva want to leave stc] or if I had gone along to put the sch of my mums choice as the first. well, yup. thanx to all of u who hav made tis sch yr such a great one!=)
let your heart out.
im sorry but i cant be sympathetic when im irritated n ur so worried over such a matter... i can only hope that u will not get so freaked out by small some things coz i wouldnt be able to imagine if u were affected by much more serious stuff.
cant find the music handbk. of all days, now. juz a couple of days before the theory paper. when i need to go through the italian terms. great, tis is juz great.
let your heart out.
today, performed. if u even call that thing a performance. pathetic alright. our song turned into a rap 5 mins before we had to do it coz we juz had no tune to go with the lyrics. went into panic when mr m made it sound so damn serious, didnt know how raechelle could still sit there n laugh. thought we were going to get some negative score. imagained our shock when mr m gave us a 7. it was all last min planning n we kept stopping here n there to flip the paper...n we lost the rhythm quite a no. of times. haha... oh well. =)
hopefully i can put the past behind me... hopefully. at least today was a start but there'll be many other days ahead. theres no way i can turn back time to change tis, i juz hav to see it fr a positive side of view n get over it soon so i can be a gd fren. yeah... to be a much better fren. havent exactly been one considering that ive been so caught up in my own prob. havent been exactly helpful to those who hav probs hav i?
let your heart out.
thought abt it last nite. i guess i didnt want to accept the fact that we hav grown apart. thought that everything could remain the same... now ive come to realize that we r juz merely frenz, no longer close. after all, we both hav our own grp of frenz now. even the communication btw us seemed forced. oh well... but we r still frenz, at least.
was stupid enough to go shopping after lunch even though i wasnt feeling well. urgh, now i feel even worse.
let your heart out.
y does mum hav the mentality that juz bcoz my class is c1, that our class has to be better than most other classes?! had enough of teachers saying that 'ready. hmph. mums not happy with my positioning too. what on earth is the big prob? i think the level positioning is quite ok, actually pretty happy abt it (but not the class one)
my happy moods neva seem to last. it only lasts a few mins n then someone has to ruin it. i dun even hav the slightest idea y im such in a bad mood. music, that has been cheering me up for the past few days, doesnt seem to work now.
let your heart out.
what on earth is the prob with the sch?! as if giving us the digital portfolio is not enough. now another proj. n some of the holiday hw has been handed out. hmph.
i hav to stop tis regretting. hopefully there'll still be other chances... soon.
let your heart out.
what am i suppose to say? nothing helps. might as well not do anything abt tis whole issue. but at the same time i feel kinda guilty for not trying my best. but i dun think my efforts will work, it will juz pull us further apart.
let your heart out.
finally managed to get new template. but it lks kinda dull. whateva, i'l juz lk for stuff to put onto it soon.
to leanne: it seems impossible, but try to put it in the past. i know i know, u prob think itz impossible. but even though there r many sad memories, there r still many more happy ones that hav happened or r waiting to happen. u neva know what will happen! cheer up... =)
let your heart out.
seem to be makin my blog worse by changing the template. shall hav to hunt for another one or change back to original.
todays guides... what can i say? urgh. much thanx to the black paint that couldnt be washed off. had to use thinner. made the place a huge mess. neva want to deal with that black paint again. not even on wed. plz no. to xinyuan, carey and deb, you guys were lucky that u werent there.
dreading monday...
let your heart out.
heritage tour today. even though it was raining still went to fort canning. pretty much got half-drenched. tse yin, raechelle n some others decided might as well get fully drenched n went to play in the rain. haha... they wont mind getting sick n neither would i! rather not go to sch on mon. what on earth is the sch thinkin?! returning all the papers on one day? what if someone faints fr shock of all the results?!
let your heart out.
so frustrated. half an hr ago, it was bcoz of the so-called "plan" n now? i hav no idea y.
finally after like, a mth? managed to get to leanne's blog. apparently been adding wrong url. haha... so blur of me
let your heart out.
goodness! i didnt think she was serious abt deleting all the posts if i link her! n she really did... like hello? is it that bad if i link u???
cant seem to be doing anything rite sometimes...
let your heart out.
*sighz* itz so boring! cant they let us go back to sch? im so bored. at least tmr can go back. to think i was complaining abt going to sch n now i wanna go back.
hmph. somebody (shall not say who, or else she'll threaten me again) doesnt let me link her blog! goodness, i dun think anybody even knows her blog!
let your heart out.
the joys of finishing exams earlier. went over to my cousin's house to find out that two of them still mugging for exams. ha! ended up going out with those cousins who have finished. perhaps should be thankful that i dun hav a sibling to make tons of noise? haha... maybe not used to the noise. yeah rite, we'r known as the most noisy class n im not used to noise?!
yet, even though exams r over, cant realy enjoy. much thanx to the arrival of our results in like 2 wks time. n since other schs havent finish yet, cant go out with gd frenz. itz gonna be a boring two days...
let your heart out.
deb n xinyuan's craziness is realy infecting me. :P yesterday spent a crazy day with xiangyi, xinyuan n the others at ps. xinyuan as usual was in crazy mood, keep waving to imaginary ppl...hahaz. n today during guides, with those two, it was realy funny.
let your heart out.
wanted to post yesterday but could not blog in peace. so had to forget abt it.
today had self study before paper. somehow in our class itz neva self study, and always grp study. decided to test each other but due to my poor pronunciation, deb and yang hwee didnt get what i was askin them to write! oh yeah n the meaning part too, so sorry u guys... :P (deb, plz dun take future suggestions seriously, k?)
paper was ok though sometimes simply had no idea what question was askin so i juz wrote a v. short answer of rubbish. wel, i can say bye to those marks.
let your heart out.