Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
1 down, 9 to go.
after the english paper today, we went to xiang's house to study. right. we were supposed to study. what happened? haha okay we did study but ah-ma, deb and i also made a mess out of her room. and hey, we did have fun doing it! haha. we were playing with the monkey soft toy that we bought for her birthday and hanging it from the window and such. haha. and her soft toys just kept disappearing 'cause we hid them! haha, i know childish but it was hilarious.
oh and what's another thing that's amusing? tue's cme paper! yes, i still find it funny. thank goodness i was sitting way at the back so ms ng didn't see me trying to supress my laughter as i read the paper. does case study one sound familiar?? haha. we all thought it did despite there being differences.
quote of the week: "he likes him??" - anna.
that girl really has a wild imagination. although if that really happened, it would really be a highly comical and entertaining sight. ;) but sadly, the chances of that occuring are really slim. haha.
remind me to never take the word "over" seriously ever again if anyone but me uses it.
let your heart out.
yesterday, well, to put it simply, was amusing. firstly, thanks to nicole for the "reassurance"! =) haha. and thanks to xiangyi and yunsan for various things. let's see, for xiangyi putting up with my nonsence while i attempted to carry out my experiment. haha. i'll just classify it as span as the site is so damn unreliable. haha. and thanks to the both of them for simply making my day. haha. their reactions to the questions i asked were hilarous and watching/listening to them struggle to come up with the answers even more so. and when i heard the answers, i was just laughing so much. oh man, laughing at your two best friends' expense is not being a good friend but hey, i provide a listening ear too right? and advicer as well. so it ain't that bad. haha. i bet someday they're gonna make me payback but it wouldn't be so soon, there's nothing to get out of me ;)
i time, you count =)
let your heart out.
i've been daydreaming a lot more these few days, almost like last time. i don't know if it's good. i mean, i shouldn't be in fantasy land. it's so wrong when things aren't gonna be that way. but it's kind of like a break from the hectic schedule while i'm in school. i really ought to just put in much more effort for the final year's.
let your heart out.
anyways today had unofficial legion outing! haha. went out with geraldine, nathalie, bradley and natasha. nathalie's super hardworking. even while we were eating lunch, she was studying! oh man. haha. we took neoprints after that. before today, had not taken neos in a long long time! haha. was kinda funny since there were so many shots. and after that, we went to get free coffee outside heeren! at the icecafe thing. haha. geraldine and nathalie got interviewed to promote the coffee! haha and i was just standing there laughing at them.. so yeah. perhaps you might see them on tv! haha. walked around after that, looked at clothes and magazines. haha. and after that, my energy level just hit a low and i was really tired. haha. pitied bradley, having to put up with us looking at clothes and mags. haha.
last day of hols tmr! and after that, it's back-to-school with that same old cycle everyday. i had better enjoy tmr! haha.
let your heart out.
anyways today went to sch for ss workshop. at first, i was really irritated with it but after that i found it was pretty okay. haha. i had fun drawing on ah-ma, deb and amanda's nails! deb said that i don't act like a 5 yr old kid anymore, i act like a 3 yr old one. thanks a lot deb. haha.
after that, went to meet delia, xiang and debbie to go buy debbie's guide u. we went to shaw house to eat lunch and all throughout lunch, debbie was laughing at delia. haha. don't know exactly why either. haha. then we took the mrt to bishan. after bought debbie's guide u, headed back to junction 8 where delia, debbie and i settled at macs to do testwork, eat and attempted to do homework. haha. after that, we shopped around for stuff and presents. haha delia's super funny with the maffia thing. and the 19 thing as well. haha.
lots of homework left to do. i had better get a move on with it.
let your heart out.
did p6 open house duty. i did 8 school tours! haha, but didn't complete all. yeah, it was pretty okay after i got the hang of it. the most common question asked: so are the classrooms air-conditioned? and i was like uh, no. haha. then spent my breaks eating. i think i was trying to make up for fri since i didn't eat lunch and my dinner consisted of only 3 guo ties on fri. haha. okay nothing much on aad.
so after that we headed to gess campfire. went to tiong to eat dinner first. we split up and i went to the foodcourt with carey, karen, xiang, deb and ah-ma. since xiang kept pestering us to accompany her eat her ban mien. oh man, dinner was rubbish. we just kept laughing. thank godness deb wasn't sitting across from me. we have the tendency to catch sight of each other and start laughing. haha. headed to gess. all the walking was killing my feet! i had already walked enough times around the school. so anyway gess cf was okay i guess. not very good but we had fun screaming and bouncing around. haha. i was quite high since i had my sweets.
haha at least i managed to sustain myself for like 13 hours yesterday? and at least i didn't go for the hike today! my feet were tired enough. went for legion instead. haha. today when we went for mass, we had flowers in our hair! haha.
i just realized that doing ridiculous stuff makes me happy. haha. although it might seem a little pointless, but hey, whatever keeps me happy. and we shall go look at the yearbook yeah? haha. we'll do whatever we can to "help". don't worry, it'll be our utmost pleaure to help. right xiang? haha. =)
let your heart out.
whenever i heard about friends fighting with one another, i used to think they were being childish. i used to wonder why couldn't they just grow up and live happily with one another. well then this is simply contradicting 'cause i started one of my own childish fights.
i admit i was wrong, i shouldn't have acted so immaturely but i couldn't help it. why? i guess you could say that i can't be understanding enough. i'm trying but it's hard. i'm way too dependent on my friends. what's more, it's this certain group of friends - xiang, ah-ma, deb and anna. i always believed that they would be there whenever i needed them. but everything's changing and things aren't simply the way they were. so of course i get disappointed and kinda hurt when i thought i could count on something but in the end, it didn't go the way i wanted it to be or the way i thought it would. spoilt you might say and i know, i'm trying to change but it's hard. 'cause i want to spend as much time as possible being with my friends. i hate going home and i hate eating lunch alone 'cause only non-living things like my radio, computer and tv would keep me company. i just hate being lonely. and that's the problem. i think i'm too clingly and dependent on my friends. perhaps i demand too much from them. both time-wise and emotionally since i'm not that close to anyone else. okay i was hurt when you felt guilty that he might be angry with you but you didn't care when i was. childish but that's the way i feel.
i've got to learn to be more independent, more understanding, more forgiving.
i've got to learn to accept things the way they are.
i'm willing to talk but if you aren't, there's nothing else i can do.
thanks ah-ma and deb for listening to me. love you guys loads.
this week hasn't been great. only sat-mon was fun. i'm not quite sure if i want it to end 'cause if it did, it would mean the holidays are starting and i'm not prepared for it yet.
i'm gonna drown myself in piano-playing. even though i feel terrible, i've still gotta push myself to practise. i can't just sit around and cry. i've done enough of that this week.
let your heart out.
[edited at 9.30pm] screw it. o.c and music only helped for a short while. why why why. i knew it was going to happen. why don't i ever learn? urgh.
[edited at 10.45pm] i've calmed down quite a bit. but that doesn't mean that i'm any happier. urgh. and nobody understands why i'm that upset either. how nice.
let your heart out.
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