Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
the cny break's nearly over. back to sch tmr with a chem test waiting for us. blah. i'm hopeless at chemistry. and actually, i'm supposed to be studying for the test now.
i feel blessed 'cause i have friends who care, who give me encouragement when i'm down/stressed, who are appreciative and who are there to crap with. thanks all =)
tag-replies:
delia: happy cny to you too! no, i don't miss your game! haha. i don't need you going "boo-boo" everytime i see you. haha.
dom: hello! haha. hm, maybe i do, maybe i don't. (;
fellow lightbulb: haha. if you're gonna put that as your name everytime you tag then you're so continuing the lightbulb unity. take care too!
amanda: hey happy cny! haha, don't miss jocelyn and jiayi! (; see you in sch!
let your heart out.
happy cny! enjoy this break!
tag-replies:
nat: yeah secretary.. and i want new clothes too! haha. um. yeah about rebelling. i really do hope that they won't stop you from coming to meetings! ): 'cause you have to come!
nivy: um hey. haha yeah i know xinyuan and siokqi from guides. and shamita kinda was my mortal. haha
debbie: hello. haha thanks for the encouragement. haha ziying and me don't really seem to be continuing the lightbulb unity these days..
regina: hey! haha. yeah i'm not that stressed actually but thanks anyways. =)
aunty: haha no prob. stay happy and smile okay? don't be sad over that matter. and i'm glad to know i'm your fave niece! (;
let your heart out.
haha i feel bad for dragging xiangyi around all over town just to find my cny white top yesterday. we went to cine, espirit, taka, wistma, heeren and finally plaza sing just to find my top. at the end of it all, xiangyi was damn tired. sorry! but thanks for shopping with me girlfriend! 99 more sundaes! and i'm sorry for leaving you alone at the end and you had to deal with that stupid guy. and sorry for the "misunderstandings" that the shopping trip caused. a million thanks for accompanying me! and tell me what you observed okay! your best friend can be quite oblivious to this kinda thing. haha.
i'm feeling kinda guilty. haha. 'cause xiangyi gave her "approval" but i didn't give mine. haha. oh wells, i'm still sticking to what i said but yes, i shall make an attempt to be nicer and more helpful.
unlike this morning, totally un-nice and not helpful. partially due to the fact that i've got a phone bill to worry about and he decided to call 5 minutes before mass started. spent the beginning of mass in a weird mood. i was thinking about all kinds of stuff and feeling irritated and kinda guilty. but the rest of mass was much better. =)
i need to get a grip, i need to manage my time properly, i need to study, i need my As badly.
let your heart out.
expectations to live up to.
we had guides telematch on thursday. "get yourself changed" was our station but i think the others [szeling, ah-ma, angela siow, angela thng and audrey] had more fun with the water bombs. haha. not egoistic at all, asking them to say we rock. haha.
i was horrified when i saw the sch's expectations of me for my Os. i'm expected to get a1 for everything except for english which i'm supposed to get an a2, based on my psle scores. ): that's like so impossible, my sciences are all Cs, it's a long way more to As and i doubt i can make it. that slip of paper did put me into a urgency to study though, haha. so from now on, i'm gonna try to revise my sciences everyday. at least one science per day. those who are always talking to me everyday or see me everyday, remind me to revise okay! if not, i'm not gonna be able to get a decent grade and i won't be able to get anywhere.
oh i'm supposed to publicise this rule of boys thing created by dom. haha. it goes like that: if you don't tell the guy, the guy will never know.
haha. tag replies!
nat: my do-a-math-online-together partner! haha yeah, a math sets is crazy, especially when we're trying to draw the venn diagrams online. haha.maybe molly would come for this week's mtg, hopefully!
xiangyi: yeah yeah, i admit, you're nice. now do i still owe you a hundred sundaes? hahaha
xinyuan: i miss you loads too! we all miss you! miss you and your craziness! come back soon! =)
let your heart out.
changes to timetable! we end 15 minutes earlier everyday! not much, but hey it's better than nothing and it adds up to 1 hr and 15 minutes every week! =)
xiangyi's being super nice. she loaned me her sim card to message and receive free incoming. =) at least i don't have to worry about my phone bill! i still owe her a hundred sundes though. hmm. but nevermind. haha thanks tons! love you!
whee. nat! i'm touched to be your rainbow! haha. love you too! cheer up and smile yeah? look at the bright side! maths! haha. hang in there! =)
xiangyi received her birthday present and she's constantly laughing about it. i have to hand it to her though. i never thought her birthday present would come on time, what's more 3 weeks early. haha but miracles do happen. =)
jeanne doesn't believe us. oh goodness. it's damn hilarious. she doesn't believe a word we're saying!
let your heart out.
oh gosh, i'm still thinking it's surreal and that it's all a dream. haha.
went to catch elizabethtown with anna and yihui today. it was alright i guess though the road trip was pretty pointless. i think the purpose of it was to get orlando bloom more screen time especially for his fans like annabel. haha. walked back and forth from taka and wistma countless times 'cause we were being so indecisive.
chan xiangyi is being mean. haha. she made a bet with me while i was talking on the phone and not listening to her. so now i owe her 100 sundaes. like wth. ):
tag replies
debbie [my FOUR year old sis]: debbie! FOUR!F-O-U-R. i'm the six year old one. haha. i can't reach the high notes of "doe a deer"! let's find more songs. and we'll just drive delia, ah-ma and xiangyi mad. haha.
polly: yeah! hopefully no breakdown.
nat: of course i love you! don't quit legion!! i'll be damn damn sad if you do.
debbie: haha things are better for me already. =) i'm not that blur la, and i'm not a lost sheep! but thanks anyways.
let your heart out.
words and phrases to sum up this week:
madness. orientation recruitment. panic. freakout. late night baking at xiangyi's house. stay up till 1am to complete everything. fluffy souvenirs. cut and trim. halal oven! smokeless coals. surprise. =)
the first two weeks of sch have been mad, i'm practically freaking out everyday. esp yesterday and today. ironcially, i'm not stressed over studies but guides! i can't go on living like that throughout the year, i'll die! next week should resume to a slightly more normal school life, no more orientation campfire, no more cca recruitment. just telematch. oh wells. i need a normal and less frantic life after this crazy two weeks.
orientation recruitment today was quite good. it started out a little rocky at first, the coals were taking a long time and we had to resort to our back-up plans. but everything turned out well and people said that the pizzas and cookies tasted nice! so our baking and staying up paid off after all. yayness. thanks to all who made it possible! =)
haha i found out that i talk alot to keep myself awake. it's like the complete opposite of xiangyi. when she's tired, she's so quiet. when i'm tired, i'm talk rubbish to keep myself awake. xiangyi called me a chatterbox, haha. delia thinks debbie and i are mad 'cause we were going falalala and we were fighting to carry delia and ah-ma's bags. haha whee. my FOUR year old sister is the best! (;
okay i'm like being so nonsensical now. the weekend's here! yayness. shall enjoy it while i can. =)
let your heart out.
this is nuts, i find myself just living for the weekend. all throughout the sch week, i'm just looking forward to saturday and sunday and once the two days are over, the cycle just repeats all over again. i've gotta snap out of it.
finally back to contacts. =)
tag-replies!
debbie: hello! haha ziying's not trying to hint that you're in self denial. i think. haha.
yunsan: all's well now right? hopefully you can get your phone soon! :(
ziying: yup, i think it was never gone. haha.
nat and regina: hey, yup my eye is much better now. thanks! see you guys! =)
polly: i'm dying too! and it's only the begining of sec 4. what's gonna happen to us when it's approaching the Os?!
let your heart out.
this had been a crazy week.
stayed back on wed, thu and fri for orientation campfire rehearsal, preparation and the actual campfire itself respectively. thursday's preparation was horrible, we were rather unorganized. carey, delia, deb and i walked and ran all the way to dawson place when it was pouring. thankfully, none of us fell sick on fri. campfire turned out quite alright i guess, sec 1s were pretty enthu and hyper which was good. our dance was just okay, i didn't practice in the hall with the black socks so i didn't know how slippery it could be.
had stomach pains in the midst of lit and eng lessons on wed and i have no clue to what triggered it. and yesterday, during coh, my left eye was suddenly irritated. i thought it was just a usual irritation or sth but it didn't get better. left rosary making session early to go see an unhelpful doc. apparently it's some infection and i can't wear my contacts for the next few days. :(
lots of guide stuff to do now, for orientation recruitment and annual campfire. hopefully everything will be alright or even better than alright.
let your heart out.
sch's started and this year, 4 out of 5 days, our lessons end later than 3pm. :( tue's the only short day.
managed to compare recess and lunch periods with c3 and g1. we've got the same recess/lunch for 3 periods with each class. not too bad.
this week and next week will be super busy with orientation and all. my schedule's all packed right until next friday. :(
but on the brighter side, nicole bought me an o.c. calendar from canada! it's super nice! thanks loads nicole!! =) yayness. haha.
okay supposed to be doing homework or at least revision of some kind. prob won't be coming online as often this year, gotta stay focused!
let your heart out.
HAPPY 2006!
wow, 2005 stayed true by being the dramatic year when sth was revealed to me one and a half hours before '06. something big at that. i screamed and started hitting xiangyi in the middle of esplande drive. haha sorry! i managed to calm down in less than 15 minutes, what an accomplishment, haha. sam and i were arguing and rebutting each other's comments throughout the wait till midnight, just like we've been doing throughout 2005. nothing new there.
the start of 2006 was good though. i managed to put things in perspective. the best friend's gonna be nice and understanding. =) people change, and they ought to be given a chance. let's hope i can keep that mentality up. the best friend's gonna be nice and understanding, the best friend's gonna be nice and understanding. whee.
i'm a happy girl for now.
let your heart out.